Post Homecoming

Hey everyone! So, it's definitely been a while. To be honest I have been pretty busy, and just to lazy to post, but don't worry, I'm back! Anyways, we have a lot of catching up to do. As you would know if you read my blog entry from a few days back, I was so nervous for Homecoming. I decided to work the game, and a one other activity and I felt so overwhelmed and anxious. But I did it! I had a lot of fun and I met a lot of amazing people that I never even talked to. I was also freaking out about the actual dance. I hate crowds with a burning passion because I always feel judged. I have this fear that my friends are just going to abandon me and I am going to be left alone to sit by myself while everyone else has fun. Guess what though? That didn't happen. In fact I actually had a great time! I talked to a lot of different people, and grew closer with some of my friends. I also really pushed myself just to "let loose" because a lot of times that is really hard for me. I constantly feel tense and worried but I was able to put that aside and just enjoy life. I think that's really important to e able to say. That you enjoyed your life. Over and over again I have said enjoy life. And yeah, it's hard to do when you constantly have an inner struggle, but when you look back you won't remember how you felt before the moment, you'll remember the moment. That's something you'll be able to cherish forever.