Homecoming Nerves

Well hello wonderful person! I hope you are having a fabulous day! Personally I have been doing really well. I know a few blog entry's ago I mentioned how I had a show and tell presentation in my English class, and I just wanted to fill you all in on that. The object that I shared was my Kaleidescope magazine, which if you don't know is where the piece "No Exceptions" I wrote is. (If you are curious about that piece you can find it at the very bottom of my blog.) Anyways, I felt that I needed to open up more to my classmates about my personal life so they could understand me better. I shared with them a little bit about my anxiety and O.C.D, and it felt really good to open up to people. A lot of times I come off as rude to people, but I'm not rude, I'm just scared. Now I feel like some more people understand that better. So, onto the next topic. This weekend is Homecoming at my school, and I decided to do something I never would have done before. I signed up to sell merchandise. I am nervous (very nervous if you must), but I need to continue pushing myself. I am also kind of nervous for the dance in general. It's supposed to be fun, but for some reason I am just freaking out. My mind is telling me "Your friends are going to leave you" and "Something bad is going to happen." But why am I listening? Lies, Kara, Lies. It's all made up nonsense in my head, and I just need to keep reminding myself of that. My goal for this week: Have fun! How hard could it be?