Midnight Sadness

It's pretty late right now, and I already posted today, but I have a lot on my mind and I just need to get it off my chest. Basically Wednesday my mom and stepdad are leaving the country with my baby sister for a couple weeks. Truthfully I am scared. I rely in my mom so much, for she understands me, and my inner struggles. She just  has this way of making me feel...Happy. Without her I feel scared, and vulnerable. I am just so worried about everything. I don't know how I am going to be able to handle myself, or how I am going to be able to make it through the day. Right now I feel like the only way out is to curl up in a ball and cry.